Forgive me if this entry turned out emotastic, for I am not feeling the best atm.

- Home connection had officially been dead for one full week. Dad suspect the lightning that struck our house in September dealt more damage than we thought, our phone line is totally dead. If not for office connection, I think I would've wilted already. TwT;;; *felt like wilting in the weekend* I have new art that I finished early last week, but due to the absence of home connection and my forgetful mind to bring it to work, I had not had a chance to upload it to DA yet. :'< Hopefully when I get home today my connection will be fixed, the technician had promised to come today (when they said they would since last Tuesday!) so I hope they do keep their promises today -__-;;

- Work had been eating me inside out since last week due to this crazy project that's just.... crazy, time consuming, confusing and stressful. Last friday I actually left work at 9.30pm because of it!! I done my part for now and awaiting client's feedback, which is why I have time to type this journal right now. I had sooooo many urges to brutally murder cute animals with electric saw and drills (I do have these tools in my house) since last week!! It's leaving me on edge and making me a nasty person -___-;; I hope this nightmare ends soon!!!!! DX

- Did I mentioned I wanna murder cute animals? Last Thursday I typed exactly that on my Facebook... coincidentally, that very night a cute little mouse ran into my house and stood within 2 feet away from me. Unfortunately I didn't manage to catch it for my evil deeds, instead I shouted out of pure reflex and scared the little rodent out the house.

- Work and home connection problems are not just the things that's making me frustrated. In fact, so many frustrating things are happening at once that it's making me feel unmotivated and apathetic, and maybe making me lose my appetite to eat as well.

- Am totally addicted to Lady Gaga lately! Bad Romance I'm thinking of getting The Fame Monster when it's released later this month (holyshitit'sNovemberalready!!) but we'll see... one of my frustration involves money. =__=;; I would totally buy front seat tickets if Lady Gaga ever visits Malaysia though!! But I think that's highly unlikely >__>;; Sigh stupid Malaysian rules. Nowadays I just wanna plug my headphones to her song and drown out all my frustration.

- Happy belated Halloween everyone!! I just sat at home and watched horror movies showing on TV that night. (The Covenant and The Exorcism of Emily Rose, tho the former one aren't exactly a horror, lawl) What did you do on Halloween? Did you go trick or treat? Tell me all about that *never trick or treated before*